Wednesday, January 18, 2006

SPEAK TO ME NOW.


ur ways i cannot fathom.
but oh lord, i cry.
is this ur will?
you promise to never forsake me,
your face i wna see.
you promise to see me through the seasons,
i cling on to that.
inundate me with your assurance.
i need it so dearly.

misunderstood. probably lost count. a chance to redeem the trust? never was it given. a chance to rebuild the image? lady luck aint with me. wrong time, wrong place, wrong person.

behind that angelic demeanor, lays an unforgiving soul. one that deprives others of chance, of trust and of ACTUAL EXPLAINATION! he was adamant in his claims made against me and although i repudiated the accusations, he aint gna take wat i say.
its hard to accept this fact with equanimity, but thats just how things work. i swear i really wanted to 7smlkf83mcd him! that bastard.

trust me on this. once an impression is set, eradicating it wont be easy. you wil die trying.